I feel a bit nervous for every step I make in the direction of what is defined as success! I am proud of the sacrifice and hard work that goes into the purchase of much desired items.. simultaneously I have to calm myself down and address a bit of distress.

The words, “you deserve it” cause a stir in me! Yesterday, our new fridge was delivered and I must say, I am filled with glee!

You see, I have been know to have a feeling that I might not deserve certain things. Honestly, my mom’s encouragement and texting me that I 100% deserved it.. made my heart sing!

I want to share that imposter syndrome (“the subjective experience of perceived self-doubt in one’s abilities and accomplishments compared with others, despite evidence to suggest the contrary”) has kept me motivated and caused a whirlwind of feelings too! What I do know, is that I keep pushing forward, even when I am questioning what to do!

Feeling inferior, possibly caused from being a teen parent.. in my situation. Perfectionism and People Pleasing have been a part of my disposition.🤷‍♀️

I have found a positive spin on the struggles I’ve encountered.. like motivation, resilience, and love that is bigger than any win! The voice inside of me has caused a determination from within!

I want to encourage anyone in my network going through the same thing in their lives! We must root for each other and figure out and work towards our “why?”!!

Stay Rosy, Amber

#Halfwaythere #HalfwayToAnywhereYouPutYourMindTo